Making Peace with Life
The more I read about autism the more I see parallels between my approach to the world and how Susan describes their autistic son Nat's. This is not to say I think I'm autistic, only that there's a very thin line between one state and the other. Take for example the following: I'm a loner. In loud or crowded social situations I often get anxious and zone out. I see patterns in odd places. I'm very much a creature of habit. In general I don't like change but preparing for it always makes it better. From reading the book I've found out all that all of these attributes could be ascribed to an autistic person (or at least Nat). I know these attributes could also be ascribed to a classically nerdy programmer type, but that's really why I find it so fascinating. Cognition is really a mysterious, fragile and wonderful thing.
The second reason I mentioned liking the book, and this is really the primary reason for me, are the insights into the Batchelder family. It feels pretty voyeuristic at times, peering behind the facade of a modern family like theirs, but that's also what makes it so compelling. If you take away the family specifics, you could just as well be reading about my wife and me instead of Susan and Ned. It's a very personal and honest portrayal that I give them all kudos for having the courage to publish. None of us have the perfect easy lives we try to present to the outside world so it's very refreshing and life affirming to see other people, especially people you know, live through pain, fear, and doubt and yet come to find some level of peace and happiness.
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